Friday, June 19, 2009

life, love, and death

sht i dont know what to do, i dont even know how to tell you how i'm feeling right now, i think you'll quit your life or something like that, my life's ruined, i really want to quit this all, but i just can't, hmf maybe i'm better off dead but i didn't have enough "points" to be laid on heaven

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

i'm dying (on twitter and blogger)

hi there bodies, i'm feeling pretty excited here, i even dont know why, but that's me, weird & magical lol. hmm i wanna tell you something here, did you know that i waste a lot of my time with typing on this board and looking on this thin screen (wow), but i only keep going on facebook, "eyewashing" lol hahaha that's what me and my friends do when we feel bored, and i can't keep my twitter and this blog updated, i dont know, feeling pretty lazy to open it hahahaha

Monday, May 25, 2009

4 killing lines

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

keren gak sih? sakti kan itu, memang john mayer hebat.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

the truth

hi there d00dz! i'm not feeling good today, but not so bad.
hmm know what, i'm goin to tell you some truth here, ready? dont tell anyone except they already read this too

did you know that i was trying to get back to someone's arms these last 4/5 days?
hmm but she was giving me signs that she's refusing me, it's so obvious dudes
i felt so dissapointed so many times, so many peoples tell this words and i think i was just the same,
know the words? "i've been dying to reach you" oh it was so true to me
i think i should leave this "place"

y:(hey where's the end, is that the end? so meaningless, can't you wrote something better?)
m:(hmm i dont know how the end is, i just knew how to start, but i dont know how to end) (lie)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

9:56 and you still fell asleep

hi there dudes, good morning, hmmm you know i'm trying to reconnect with someone i still "i-know-you-know-what-i-mean". hmm but i'm feeling pretty bad with this, i'm feeling lied, damned, but i dont know, i can't guess it, i just hope it's not, if it's true, i never thought that you're so cruel like this...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

choco of happiness

i'm messed up right now, my life feel sucked, i'm so sick with this.

i'm netting in a bad place, hmm dirty and i didn't feel any comfort, and crappy smell of paint is haunting me oh come on, and i bought a webcam for my pc, so bad, crappy, feeling like i wanna threw this but oh, i'll just place it in somewhere and use it when i need.. then, i'm goin to get my cure, CHOCOLAAAAAAATE!


hmm gw gak nyadar ternyata ini lirik gw banget, banget deh, gw gak pernah sadar sebelumnya ternyata ini menggambarkan banget, coba lo baca ya

(I miss you...)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you...)
(I miss you...)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you...)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you...)

(I miss you...) [x4]

blink-182 - i miss you